没有大舅的日子：第281天

December sky...

Woah... STPM has finally ended!!! That means I'm finally free now! Over the weekend, I spent some time with my family and also friends. Bee Yen took Chee Wei, Wen Ling and I to a steamboat dinner after the last paper.

Chee Wei kinda “姐手姐脚”while trying to hit the crab.

Standing next to 2 pretty girls made me really stressed...!

What's my plan after STPM? I'm still looking for an answer to it...

Over the weekend, while my family and I were out for holidays, my neighbour, 'Isaac's' house was robbed. The thief had stolen his cash and passport. 'Isaac' came and asked my mother did our house were robbed. Thankfully, nothing happened over the last 2 days while we were out. My passport and my parents' expired ones are still here... The forensic dude came late in the evening. He told us that the thief broke in through the glass slide door, not the wooden door that we usually use. He also suggested us to buy the 'clamps' to lock the glass slide door.

At dinner with Chi En and family. we still discussed about Australia. As Malaysian, every working community work for 8-9 hours a day. However, Australians, don't adapt this working cultural. They probably work for less than 15 hours per week! Why? Australian government, just say, subsidise the lower income ones A$500 a week. It's a contradiction, really. You wanted to help the people, but in the same time, you're encouraging them not to work to much. The 7 of us couldn't agree on this issue. This is what we call 'pengangguran tidak ketara' on Economics. Secondly, the food there are real expensive. A normal Western dish cost about RM 40-50. Dr. Teh said their businesses never survive...

As a result, nothing compare to Malaysia!

没有大舅的日子：第271天

A terrible encounter, but that's just a dream...

It was really close... Closer even before the eyes... I was woke up by this terrible yet so surreal dream this morning... I can feel myself crying in the bed.
I still don't get why would I dreamt this dream...

In my dreams, I am sitting for econs 2. The questions are OK... But when I finished question number 30(last), the 'pengawas' said there's only a minute left...!!! What?! I haven't did Section B,C and even D. What am I supposed to do? I looked around and saw everyone was done, and arranging the answer sheets. At that very second, I cried... I wanted to beg the 'pengawas' to give an hour extra... Still, she was now at my table and collect the mcq answer sheet. My world has really came to an end...! I'm failing this paper and most probably the whole subject...
Moments later, I wanted to call Ah Wei and Bee Yen to tell them about it... I even cried on the phone while talking to Ah Wei...
I woke up trying to recall, has this really happened?!
Well, not at all. In reality, I sat for econs 2 on Wednesday, and yes, I finished Section A, 5 questions on Section B and 2 questions respectively for Section C and also D. I am in this terrible yet scary reel world...

Probably I am thinking too much and worrying my results all the time...

没有大舅的日子：第270天

Hugh Grant...

He's actually one of Brits that I like. Don't really remember when I first seen his movie, but this dude is still one of the Englishmen that is still in Hollywood. Never mind all the bad publicity about his years back, he's the Hugh Grant that we love to watch, right? He speaks in his native accent even it is an American movie. Terribly funny if he play a 'wasted up' guy. Match his innocent and boyish face. A true actor, that's why I salute him...! I don't get why other English and also Aussies have to fake their accent... Lack of originality... Be yourself!

Really should see Hugh in 'Did You Hear About The Morgans'. Again, he's 'wasted up'. Pairing with Sarah Jessica Parker? Can't see the chemistry between them.

没有大舅的日子：第268天

仿佛传染。。。

我的肠胃痛及不断泻的现象已经好多了。其实野蛮奇妙的。昨天的下午，我正在考着经济的时，忽然就不痛了！哇哈！！！终于摆脱了‘病魔’的缠身。
其他的人就不太幸运了。Wen Ling还有点不适。Neerosha昨天下午也不舒服。不知为何，她的脸色苍白。
对我来说，考试的时间病倒确实是不好的预兆。
这‘病’真的是会传染的。先是Wen Ling，然后我，昨天就是Neerosha。谁会是下一个目标？！

没有大舅的日子：第263天

不好的开始。。。

我先在面临考试。不幸的是我病了。但如今好了多。原来是食物中毒。我真倒霉！
在整个中6当中，不仅是我一个人遇上‘病魔’，Wen Ling也跟我一样有这样的遭遇。Wen Ling星期二已经病了。现在不知如何？她透过短讯告诉我她感到有冷有热。会不会是过渡紧张呢？
从我个人的看法，这间学校的风水的确是不好。几乎我认识的人倒常常生病。总言而知，大家‘事事碰着黑’。。。
下星期才是真正的考验。我依然还没温习。唯有希望自己能快点好起来。。。！

没有大舅的日子：第251天

The end of school...

After SPM, I never thought of going back to school again to join Form 6. After years in school, wearing uniforms, doing home works, talking to friends while teacher's teaching, this chapter of my life is (really) coming to an end. Staying in F6 for 1 and a half years, it is really short period.
My life in F6, what can I really say...?
I met a group of good friends, classmates that will forever be 'Form 2' mentally, caring teachers, teachers who love to talk+gossips, 'unforgettable' Economics teacher, and every minute in the school.
Next week everyone will be starting STPM. From my observations, not all are ready to take up the challenge. In fact, I'm not the exemption, too. Sitting for STPM is scarier than SPM. I was really relaxed during SPM, never afraid of scoring and failing (as if the whole world cares). For STPM, until the last minute(today), I asked Pn. Siti regarding on answering the Bahagian D and E. There are never a moment that I am really sure about the topics.
This week is going to be the final bush up for the exams.
Till now, all the best to the Form sixers for the STPM exams! Hopefully everyone score!

Good Luck!!!

没有大舅的日子：第237天（第二篇）

男亲女爱。。。

最近在重播‘男亲女爱’。相信它是每个人心目中的喜剧。

• 每个人看见蟑螂，便说；小强！
• 黄子华的‘余乐天’是超级搞笑！
• 郑裕玲的‘Miss Mo’ 常在自言自语。
• ‘良朋’杂志业员工年龄加起来是超过300岁。
• ‘余乐天’每天幻想与日本av女郎。

没有大舅的日子：第237天

Flashback of memories...

I passed through my old school, SMK USJ 8 on my way home. I'd realised how much I miss my days back then. Looking at the school's building and the wall, I actually remembered all my contributions to the school. Which are;

1. 2004 and 2005: The 'senamrobik'. I collected about RM500-600, I think...
2. 2007: My whole class of 5C came for the 'Malam Sejuta Malam'. I remembered the fried kuey teow tasted GOOD! Even persuaded Wei Fang to come that night.

Recalling all my contributions, I was glad that my ex-headmistress, Pn. Rubiah really put all the money in good use. Still, I don't really agree on building the dumb wall. Made the school looked like a high security prison... Anyway, I am really proud to be part of SMK USJ 8. It has been quite some time that I last returned to the school...

没有大舅的日子：第225天（第二篇）

无知的时代。。。

近几天在看着“宫心计”。在第一集时，皇太后的那只‘凤凰朝日’金叉因在凤凰的眼睛流出类似红色液体，让那只凤凰叉变成‘凤凰泣血’。那显示是个不祥的预兆。于是，做金叉那位就无辜地成为了带罪羔羊。其实呢，真正把红色液体错滴在凤凰的眼睛是小宫女。

看了后，觉得那时代的人很可怜。如果有甚么东西发生，就会无凭证据的冤枉你。女人真是可怜。。。

没有大舅的日子：第225天

Frustration and Migration...

Couple of days ago, my father and I went to the JPN to replace and renew our I.C. There, again, we faced frustration...
How you ever seen a government department with only 5 out of 12 counters were opened? Never seen it?! Then JPN is the right place to go...! I really appreciate our new PM working on the transformation of the country. Still, I haven't witness the progression which is disappointing... Well, it's not something you can change overnight.
Waiting to be called, I'd realised the reasons why the Chinese left China to live in every part of the world and why people migrate to western countries such as US, Canada, UK and Down Under. It was because they were frustrated with their country! Before the takeover of Hong Kong from the Chinese government, many were flocking out of Hong Kong to US, UK and Canada.
Am I frustrated with my country? My answer is yes! Why? Malaysia doesn't feel like a home to me with all the social issues and political riots. I remembered back then it was a really peaceful country.
I always say that I wanted to bring my family to Canada, where it is a peaceful place and has a clean environment. Why not US nor UK? No. Too much social problems. Australia? Well, not 1st on my list...
Canada, they owned good universities such as British Columbia, Toronto and Alberta. I even persuade Chi En to study there instead of US.

没有大舅的日子：第２１４天

200 universities in the world...

Times Higher Education ranked the top 200 universities in the world. Still, Harvard University is still on the top, followed by Cambridge and Yale. Well, these 3 are in the US and UK.
Tokyo University and Hong Kong University (HKU) are in the top 30... So does Kyoto University... My uncle's former university National Taiwan University（台大）is in the top 100 along with Alberta University(59th) and British Columbia University (UBC) at 40th.
University of Malaya (UM) was ranked 180th place. And they are still proud of it. Can't get the picture though... We're are in 180th position, not the 18th nor 80th, what's with the fuss?

没有大舅的日子：第217天

Girls and Gossips...

When a group of girls gather, they'll definitely talk all sorts of topic, ranging from the daily lives to current issues. At times(most of the time to be exact), girls gather to talk/gossip about someone.
That's what my class do everyday. Talk. Wouldn't they get tried of it? Answer is no. The total students in my class are 27, 22 of them are girls, while the remaining 5 are boys. Pity James and Aziz, who sat near us, the girls. Sometimes they have to comprehend the 'personal' topics...
It's the same thing that happened in the staff's room. The teachers have never stopped chatting. Pn. Siti told me that even in the meetings, teachers have never been silent. The Headmistress yelled out, "Cikgu, tolong senyap!". There was once I'm in the staff room helping Pn. Viani in the computer room. A teacher entered the computer room and they were started talking. They were gossiping about a 'backstabber', who informed the office about teachers bringing students in the computer room. Later, came a teacher to talk to Pn. Viani about knowing her brother. Eunice, who was at the room that time, exchanged looks with each other. Pn. Siti even told us that Pn. Zaini has a lot of 'members' in the staff room. Pn. Zaini will be around the staff room talking to teachers all the time(that's what I'd witnessed). Yesterday, Pn. Zaini and Pn. Siti were in the class talking. Pn. Salawatty came to talk to Pn. Siti until Sejarah ends...
As a closing, girls talk 24/7. I can't imagine what happened if girls stop talking for a day...

没有大舅的日子：第212天

“绝代商骄”

笑话连连。。。

1。黄子华饰演的麦提爽想出一个烂招来换位置到First-class位坐（他受不了两名孩子在他身旁吵闹）。于是，他假装自己患上了传染病，使得使周围的乘客也怕了他！

2。收帐员，佘诗曼饰演林淼淼因信用卡不能过账，逼她要给许少雄饰演的唐吉‘抽水’。这是爽的主义。

3。麦提爽跟陈山聪饰演的童一本说；“那你说将废话就能发电，放个屁就能吹冷气”

4。麦提爽对淼淼的金句；“你这个made in Hong Kong 的港女”

5。李绮虹的角色名字很好好笑，佘慕莲。

6。谢天华继Laughing哥之后有个突破便搞笑得演出。他饰一个爱做明星演富家子，安祖连，Johnny。

7。花花公子，唐吉，同时在同一个区把到两个美女，老人院院长（吕慧仪饰演）及幼子院校长（贾晓晨）。

8。麦提爽和林淼淼约会。爽没有一套西装，便向服务生借。。。

没有大舅的日子：第205天

Scoleciphobia...

A dead bird on the roof, causes scare for 2 days.
That's what had happened on the eve of Merdeka. My house had been 'stormed' by uninvited visitors. When I woke up in the morning, my frantic mother woke me up telling that is a number of worms in the kitchen. I was puzzled. How on Earth they managed to get inside the house?! The 3 of us tried to figure out where the worms came from.
My mother and I couldn't stand catching the worms by every second. Therefore, we decided to call the Indah Water Konsortium, thinking that it was them who, didn't do the jobs. But the operator told us this matter was not related to them. He suggested we call Alam Flora.
Here's the mystery was solved... We made a complaint and a man came around 30 minutes later. My father showed him the worm and instantly, he recognised that this type of worm feed on dead animals!!! Ha! That's it!
The man helped us to 'solve' the cause of the worms appearing in the house. But, where is the source? After he left, the 3 person in the house were still figuring. "Sure it's on the roof, but where?", my mother asked.
Watching those crime-solving t.v. series did really educate me to think rationally, logically and sensitive to the surrounding. Alas! I found out that the dead animal(a bird by the way) was found dead on the roof, outside the empty room. Therefore, my parents seek help from our neighbour, who happened to be contracted to Alam Flora. 1 of them hold a pipe to slowly washed to the dead bird down. I was in using the small pile of water to clean up remaining from the room upstairs. This chaos only end on Monday afternoon when none of the worms appeared...

In this incident, I was living in some kinda fear. The fear that your kitchen is the home to evil beings. Seems that we were in some sort of movies where a family living in a haunted house... Seeing so much of it had made me scare of one the smallest creature on us... I have to admit, I have no guts to 'battle' something that was thousand times smaller than I...

没有大舅的日子：第186天

Cheer, it's what we share...

Yesterday my family and I watched the Badminton World Championship in a restaurant called Spaghetti Grill (I don't really remember the exact name). Although the 2 remaining pairs of men doubles crashed out in the semi, however I'd learned something while I was watching the match. Malaysians, as I noticed was really supportive towards this sport. I don't really understand why, but I can tell was this sport, beside football has the 'power' to gather us.

Malaysia is celebrating it's 52Nd year of independent end of August. Since I was young, my definition of independent is 'shouting out 'Merdeka' in Dataran Merdeka on the midnight of 31Th August every year and an ensure massive traffic in the city'. Frankly, I'll never understand Merdeka and the 1 Malaysia concept until last night's encounter...

An Indian man was sitting on the table with the 3 of us watching, cheering, and hoping that the men doubles of Koo Kien Keat-Tan Boon Heong would reach the semis. In fact the others that were there are the badminton enthusiastic too. There were few of them standing to watch and cheer. Even though, it was a disappointment our men didn't reach the finals, I managed to see that Malaysian really love the game and somehow I saw they hoped that Kien Keat-Boon Heong will do it better the next time (perhaps a gold in Olympic 3 years later?). Here, I would sincerely thank to the guy who sat in the same table with us cause he helped us to pay for the drinks we ordered!!! THANKS to wherever you are...!!!

Lastly, Merdeka is getting nearer. Wish that everyone would unite to make Malaysia a better place for our children...

Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke-52!

没有大舅的日子：第185天

Favourite Phrase...

Everyone has their own phrase, that's including me. Here's some of favourite phrase involving the people around me;

1. Ah Wei： “。。。之类之类。。。！”
2. Su Mei and Farah："Oi, manusia...!"
3. Pn. Fong: "Hey, people...!"
4. Pn. Zaini: "Oi, cepatlah buat kerja!!!"
5. Michelle: “顶你肺。。。(in Cantonese)！”(in fact I used to say it when I was younger)

Isn't it funny when you think of it?

没有大舅的日子：第168天

'True Blood' of love and lust...

Recently, we can see 'vampires' in the movies and on the t.v. screen. 'True Blood' is one of the 'vampire' franchise.

1. Love

Girl-meets-vampire, girl fall-in-love with vampire. That's basically what is in the series. Story revolves around a telepathic waitress, Sookie (played by Anna Paquin) who met a vampire Bill in the restaurant that she's working. Sookie's encounter with Bill lands her in all sorts of trouble. Sookie almost died in protecting Bill but survive after he saved her with his blood. Yeah, in this series, vampire's blood has the power to cure and even save a person's life. Sookie's friends and family warned her to stay away from Bill as he might endanger her life. Still, Sookie's love towards him was unconditional.

2. Lust

'True Blood' is definitely an adult rated series. The setting is located in the small town, Bon Temps. However all the villagers involved in all sort of crime. Take Sookie's brother for example, Jason. He was, in the wrong place all the time. First, he was involve with a prostitute, Maudette which later was killed by a vampire. Jason was making out with her hours before she was dead. Next, he was the main suspect in killing Sookie's colleague, Dawn as he was fighting with her the night before. Jason is addicted to the Vampire's Blood, which he was initially use them to have a good sex with his girlfriend. Nevertheless, he took the Blood overdose and became addicted to it. He then became close to another Blood addict, Amy.

The second season premier in Asia in August on Max.

The on and off screen lovers of 'True Blood', Anna Paquin and Stephen Moyer.

没有大舅的日子：第157天

'Harry Potter'

I'd been watching the 'Harry Potter' series since the 'Sorcerer's Stone'. These are my comments for all the 'Harry Potter' that has been shown:

1. 'The Sorcerer's Stone': Magical, fun, and of course adventurous
   
2. 'The Chamber of Secrets': More chaos as Ron and Harry face without Hermione on discovering the Chamber of Secrets in Hogwarts


3. 'The Prisoner of Azkaban': Probably the dark and a confusing one. It had some sentimental feelings in it as Harry met his godfather, Sirius Black and found out it was Peter Pettigrew who betrayed his parents, not Sirius.


4. 'The Goblet of Fire': Such a miss that Edward Cullen, sorry wrong movie... Cedric Diggory, played by the charming bloodsucker Robert Pattinson was murdered by Voldermort. Has anyone notice that Emma Watson looks beautiful in this movie?


5. 'The Order of Phoenix': This was my least favourite, actually. This book was around 600 pages thick and I thought the movie was going to be almost 3 hours long. However, the director edited some important part of it, making the story hard to understand. The situation differs if you read the book.

Now it was 'The Half-Blood Prince'. Overall, what makes the movie nice to watch was probably the teenage romance between Harry and pals. The funniest of all has to go to Ron and Lavender. For Harry and Ginny, well, they are officially together after Ginny had a crush on Harry for almost 6 years. Meanwhile, it had to be the saddest thing that Professor Dumbledore had to die for the wrong reasons while Professor Snape carry the murderer's name for killing Professor Dumbledore. It was a plan by Dumbledore for Snape to kill him. It was Snape that has been protecting Harry all these years for his love towards Lily... (will be review in 'The Deathly Hallows')

没有大舅的日子：第144天

School's Carnival Day...

Yesterday, my school, Seafield organised a 'Carnival Day'. I was involved in helping my class selling bubble tea, 'keropok lekor' and 'kebab'. Trying to recall, the bubble tea was kinda out of my expectation on how it was supposed to be. Bubble tea, or 珍珠奶茶(Milk tea with chewy pearl)in Chinese, was commonly found in the streets in Taiwan. However, the bubble tea sold by my class had gone through 'innovation' and ended up as bubble float tea (they had replaced ice-cream with the pearls). Surprisingly, quite a number of buyers. Next up was the kebab. I think it was the best of all! Diyana's mum is really a good cook. Love the spiciness. The 'kebab' was the best seller yesterday and sold out at about 11 a.m.!!! That's just 2 hours of operating... Later, still some students and parents came asking if we do have more... Really sorry...!
I played a game and won a weird dress top... It was pink and flowery. Which skirt or trousers match this top?!

没有大舅的日子：第134天

‘爱情骗子’

忘了在何处听到这个故事。。。（可能在年中五的时期吧）
“男主角是个勤奋念书的少年，样子俊俏。它可说是女生的的梦中情人。他善待每一位人。他与学校的一位女学生开始交往，两人被喻‘模范生’。那女生的姐妹陶极羡慕她与男友。不过，他的秘密被女生的好姐妹揭晓。有一天，女生好姐妹经过街道看见她与另一个女生有亲密的行为。于是，好姐妹便转告给女生听。原本女生只是半信半疑，却姐妹说出那第三者长得如何时，女生更确定男朋友背着她‘偷吃’。女生跟几位朋友来一个‘抓奸’行动。不料，真地发现男友跟他所为提及的‘表妹’真的到某间酒店的房间。女生不停男友的解释，只是狠狠地打了他一巴掌。
几个月后，女生从前男友的同学口中得知，他同时间较了两个女生。女生觉得前男友经过了上回的事件，他并没有得到任何的教训。。。”

这种人渣真的讨人厌。。。
不知道有没有人曾遇过类似的事件吗？

没有大舅的日子：第132天

Endless...

This week, I finally understood why Teh Chi En is tired the whole time... It mainly because of of hectic school schedule that took most of our time. Now, I don't feel doing home works anymore... Form 6s have begun the new system, which require us to stay back until 3.40 pm on Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays(for co-curricular activities) and 3.00 pm on Wednesdays. It was only Friday that we can get home early... How 'tragic' we were... Frankly, I don't really mind about extending the school's time. But it was the hot environment that give us the thought of skipping the tutorials (2.20-3.40 pm)... WHY WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS? It's really pointless, you know...
When I returned home these few days, I felt that I'm really reached to the point of utilising all energy. In Economics, we always learn to utilise all limited resources to gain the maximum profit. However, we have reached the first purpose only but we did not maximise the 'profits' that we suppose to gain... Probably, we still didn't reached the peak of maximum 'profit' with our limited 'resources'...

没有大舅的日子：第130天（第二篇）

九把刀：杀手（流离寻岸的花）

昨日才开始看这本书。原本是阿玮到图书馆借的，好奇的我便拿来看一看。。。

开始读第二章时，感觉有点无奈。扎布多每一个字倒在描述着做爱的过程。让我消化不了。不止这些，九把刀还描述各种各类的性爱。我替书里的女主角可怜。无知的她因误信了所谓的‘男朋友’而沦落到当妓女，而且时常受尽男客人的侮辱。九把刀把故事乱写一团。虽然如此，但股市也让我领悟得到不要随便的相信一个陌生人。

久后，我对九把刀描述的性爱过程及那些‘比动物还冷血的男客’已感到习惯了。

现在，故事开始有了些新展。。。“小恩”与杀手“铁块”发生关系后，小恩得知“铁块”是在西门町一拳打死某位黄姓男子的凶手。。。

没有大舅的日子：第130天

Happy Birthday, Sow Lei Wei...!

Happy 19th birthday to you...! Wish you a really happy birthday and most important, be happy and optimistic always... Ha, ha, ha....!

Hope you'll enjoy my birthday 'bun' present for you...

没有大舅的日子：第122天

“仁心解码”

Recently, I'd been watching this TVB series that features Alex Fong and Kate Tsui. What really makes me love this series was the plot that involves around psychiatric patients. Alex Fong played Dr. Ko, the psychiatrist while Kate was the police officer. This series narrates about all types of mental illness faced by the society. Really an interesting one to catch because you will learn about certain valuable lessons. What I can say (even though I'd just seen 6 episodes) were mental illness cannot be treated as normal diseases such as fever or cough. We must verify what is the main cause and treat it in a proper way. Medication is only for relieving the pain suffered or to subside the emotions. Other that that, doctors must be concerned towards the patient.

没有大舅的日子：第115天

Allergies(again)....

This is my 2nd time of the year I'm infected by skin allergy and maybe the 20th time in my life so far. I'd tried my best to avoid prawns, clams, crabs and eggs in my diet still this incurable disease keep coming back (almost) every year... Trying to recall back, maybe it was the Vietnamese noodles, the 'popiah' or the fish ball noodles that probably contains seafood soup that I had last weekend. Gosh, it's really itchy now...

没有大舅的日子：第111天

Sales contribute to businesses(?)...

Whoa... Some high fashion shops are having 'sale' right now... Well, let me share an experience with you. Last year when I visited Taiwan, I managed to have a glimpse at a shop that offered discount up to 90%!!! Yeah, I couldn't believe this scenario. This will never(for eternity) happened in Malaysia.
For some of you, this may sound untrue. A 90% discount, what retailers gonna profit? I asked this question myself, too. And I still can't managed to fill an answer to this 'puzzle'. For a typical, Malaysian, when you see this in your country, first thing is to storm in to that certain shop to buy as much as you can... Buy for the sake of sale! Meanwhile in Taiwan, a shop that offers sale is empty as a abandoned place! Maybe it was mainly that the Republic is really affected by this economic crisis... I saw many of them are willing to work as a petrol station's assistant and also carrying an advertisement board... Back in Malaysia, shoppers will occupied the whole shop if there was a sale from 40%-70%... Shows that Malaysia is really a strong country, not fully affected by the 'economic storm'... A good sign, really...

没有大舅的日子：第109天（第二篇）

很久没有写中文了。。。
懒散假期。。。

今天已进入学校接器的第5天。。。老师给了‘一堆’功课。理所当然的，我一点都没碰到。。。
自从小学到高中，我依然不动委和老师要给节气作业呢？对学生而言，想要去玩也不行。例如去年，以璇和其恩的学校给了许多作业，彼得他们要待这些所谓的功课到台湾。真惨！
我，开学后要面临很大的挑战：那是上课时间被延长到3点45分。嗨，不知道如何面对漫长几闷热的环境。。。还有，最让我气得上头，是那个家伙的烂主义把上课时间延长？

没有大舅的日子：第109天

Chee Wei, Bee Yen and I went to catch a movie at Sunway Pyramid. Initially, we supposed to watch 'Night at the Museum 2' but we opted for something thrilling and adventurous and watched 'Terminator: Salvation'(T4) at the end... I'd actually watched 'T4', and didn't tell the 2 about it... What really makes T4 a must-see movie for this year are the following few factors:

1. Christian Bale a.k.a Batman is in the role of John Connor! Tough dude...
   
2. Arnold Schwarzenegger a.k.a T-800 is back on the silver screen after (sort of) quitting showbiz for the Gabenor post for just merely 3 minutes
   
3. Cool 'Motor terminators'...!
   
4. A dark beginning for human race after Judgement Day
   
5. A boyish Kyle Reese (played by Anton Yelchin)
   
6. No more human-shaped Terminators...
   
7. A half-man, half-machine, Marcus Wright (played by Sam Worthington) ,the one of it's kind created by SkyNet

Well, there's these few good reasons to go to the cinema to watch T4...

Before the movie starts, the 3 of us head to Kim Gary for some food... Um, it's still the same food and drinks on its menu... And suprisingly, we met Sow Lei Wei and her younger sister... They came for a same reason too, to watch a movie('17 Again'). Ah Wei (finally!) changed her glasses! Looks pretty, to be honest...

Took this picture of Ah Wei without her notice... Oops!

After the movie ended, Chee Wei went to look for a birthday present for William. She picked a red t-shirt from Adidas after going through a few shops. Yeah, she was broke after buying the t-shirt...!

Meanwhile, Bee Yen went to Giant to buy her shower gel. Luck was not on her side, the refill packs were out of stocks...

Bee Yen and I ate something in USJ 2, near to our school after we came out from Sunway Pyramid. Well, everyone were really tired after a day...

没有大舅的日子：第102天

'Collapsed'...

Shouldn't come today... Pn. Cheong delivered a shocking news to the whole Form 6. We are going to follow a new 'system' from the Education Ministry, which was the school time ARE GOING TO BE EXTENDED STARTING FROM THE NEXT SEMESTER!!! It really 'hit' everyone. As the Form 6s are using the new building behind the school next semester, we are 'unwillingly' pay for the consequences for using new things... What I really think about this whole new education system was 'desperately waiting to kill time'. As we(upper 6s) were staying back for tutorial for the last 5 months, I found out that many of classmate and some upper 6s skipped tutorial for mainly, they are tired... Not only us(students) that doesn't want to stay, teachers wanted to get home early because their personal matters. Example, Pn. Tee(who taught us tutorial for Business) actually have to be home after school as her daughter had reach home. Yeah, as a concerned mother, you will worry about a 10 year old's safety upon reaching home alone. For every tutorial we had with her, she would call home to check on her daughter... Teachers, we really should appreciate them as the sacrifice their personal time for us... A big thanks to the tutorial teachers!

As roly-poly and her friends except Su Mei were absent today, all of us stayed at Bilik SAL until 1.00 pm. 6B joined us later with their teacher, Pn. Chuah. Ann-Loke joined me for 2 games of congkak. There, we discussed about this Hong Kong series that we are currently watching, 巾帼枭雄or Rosy Business. Last night's episode was really a nail-bitting one! 彭鏗, the villian who joined 风仪, in forcing Sheren Tang to step down as the owner of the rice supplier for her son,(必文) was exposed in some blackmailing by Wayne Lai's 柴九 in front of the Genaral. 柴九told the General that 彭鏗is the real 'parasite' in the town that not only greedy, but also revengful. 柴九use the citizens and the businessmen's power to force 彭鏗to step down and chase him away... Well, this series is concluding on Friday and I'm looking forward to it. Heard that 柴九died in the last episode...

没有大舅的日子：第89天

Orientation for Lower(Form) 6,

The purpose of the orientation was to get the juniors(lower 6) to know the seniors(upper 6). However, the so-called orientation was actually 'bullying the Jrs.' Today, after recess, the orientation took place in the 'currently' renovating school hall.
What Sue-Ann told Lower 6 to do are to get our signatures to fill up the boxes as much as they could. Lei Wei and I signed for 2 groups, respectively. We signed at the box of 'the one who loves econs'. Well, we don't just put down our signatures that easily. We ask them to do something for us. Ah Wei asked an ex-student from USJ8 to sing a song, and the end, he sang 'Old McDonald'.
Meanwhile, I was too asked by a group of lower 6 whether I'm the one who fancied Econs. I asked them some questions regarding the current issues in the country. The ex-Minister of Education's photo was still hung above the hall. I pointed at his picture and ask them which of ministry position he is currently holding. The girls would not answer my question and I was about to walk away when a Malay guy answered; 'Kementerian Dalam Negeri'.
Next question; "Which act is under this ministry?"
He said; "The ISA"
Final question; "Which controversial issue that involved this Act?"
Answer; :"Hindraf"
While I was signing, I told that guy to work hard on his General Paper (P.A). Plus, I helped that group to search for the next one, 'A non-Malaysian with a mole'. Great, Aziz was just near me...

The next activity installed for us was just a mess! I don't really know what's on Earth we are doing. As the members of Form 6 Society (at last) found it unsuccessful, they changed to another(which I still finds it ridicilous).

The 2nd game ended without the 2 groups reaching victory...

没有大舅的日子：第81天

'Odour-less'

Yeah, finally the strong smell of the bad shampoo had gone off!!! So happy because I don't have to smell it anymore... (Swore to myself; never use local shampoo in the future)

MUET has finally ended with the 'speaking'. I kinda performed 'badly' as I'm little nervous. The topic was "why we, Malaysian need foreign workers?". Looks extremly easy, but hard to think and eleborate the points out... Hai, don't know if I can obtained a Band 4 or else... Wonder how others are doing right at this moment (the session 2 is on)...

没有大舅的日子：第78天

A big hurrah to the Germans...

I'm not talking about Bayer Munich or those football clubs... It's actually the shampoo and conditioner that I'm using... I'd been using the Carlton shampoo&conditioner for around 5 years. What I really like about it was the shampoo&conditioner smell 'naturally' and LESS fragrant!!! The other day, I tried a 'locally-produced' shampoo&conditioner. Darn!!! Not only it 'over smelled', they still cause my hair to be look a little like the lion's hair!!! Arghhh! And still, I managed to washed away majority of the smell and my hair returned to the normal...
Last advice: Carlton products may be expensive, you still can replace it with baby shampoo. Same results as Carlton's shampoo

Carlton Cosmetics on the web: www.carlton-cosmetics.com

没有大舅的日子：第66天

Exceeding one's patience...

I hate it when some nuisances come up and challenge my nerve... Don't ever do that as girls, you'll never know, what they'll become if they gone berserk...
Ah Wei and my patience was really being challenge by these 'craps'(in another word, worthless beings) back at school. Ah Wei is really serious when she's performing her duties, never get her angry if you know her. These kiddo that doesn't perform his duties well, and instead he 'overstep' into her territory of duty. How rude is it when you did your duties terribly and still so villainous lodge a fake complain towards your supervisor (don't know if he did it or not). Should he really have to forward back to the basic morale education that never be rude?!

Now is my turn, this 'roly-poly' threw the bags that belonged to Eunice, Ah Wei and I. Please, the school bell had not even rang a tune, and you rush everyone out of the classroom? The whole school knew that the discipline teacher was absent from her position, you just don't have to be 'that' excited to go home early... 还是你赶着去跟阎王‘报到’？I (and also Ah Wei) really don't understand what's in the mind of 'roly-poly'? Full of wastes, perharps? The dissatisfaction towards the 'roly-poly' have really turned to hostility... This 'roly-poly' should really examinate her personality...

没有大舅的日子：第62天

“追女烂招”

昨晚，听见以璇说郑其恩买了‘Twilight’的故事书，有点不可思议咧！一个‘电车男’怎么会想到买一本少女疯狂的故事书呢？我跟以璇说，那位郑先生是不是想追那一位同学呢，却被他听到了。由于我个人挨批评，我便说这本书是追女孩的烂招。

另外，郑博士正式当老板呢！还有沃阿姨，陈翠心女士也快当老板娘罗！大约，上星期，他们到吉隆坡里注册他们的公司。好像是跟农业或biotechnology有关的生意。郑博士说台湾人想大量购买椰子壳（废物）给予农业用途。哇，我只以为油棕废物可以当作肥料，怎料连椰子壳也可以。

没有大舅的日子：第59天

病倒了！

昨天起来时，觉得喉咙很痛及干。
在学校时，我带来的水都喝光了。唯有再买多一瓶水。平没有喝完它啦！不然我就一直上厕所。。。
晚上时，到PJ迟炖汤，却没有营业。只有在另外一件炖汤店用餐。
接下来，妈妈带我去买一杯凉茶回家喝。我硬不在路边喝是因不像给其他人看见我喝苦茶的难样。
现，稍微好了些。可能我有吃燕窝的习惯，所以抵抗力就强！
（再次，我推荐各位买一瓶燕窝来补充自己的身体）

没有大舅的日子：第57天

Personalities that I'd met...

Yeah, I met Malaysian coperate figures!

First of all. I met Genting's chairman, Tan Sri Lim Kok Tay林国泰 at a restaurant in Genting. Well, I don't really noticed a billionaire had just walked past me. It was my mother that told me about him. Tan Sri, just looked descent... Still, he smiled at almost everyone.

Next up, I saw Tan Sri Quek Leng Chan郭令灿, HLB's CEO. He's actually heading for dinner with his families. I didn't really see his face (clearly) as I was noticing his cigar. Darn! I should really asked him for a loan, with extremly low interest rate! Ha, ha, ha...

Lastly, I'd met former Housing and Local Government Minister, Datuk Seri Ong Ka Chuan, Hai-O's CEO, Tan Khai Hee陈凯希 and also Tan Sri Lim Gait Tong林玉唐 at a Chinese New Year's ceromony. Datuk Ong, I can say he looked friendly to everyone... While, Tan Khai Hee, when you looked at him, you'll never guess how old he is (he's 72)... Tan Sri Lim, frankly, he's not a friendly face dude...

没有大舅的日子：第55天

生日快乐！！！

14/4; Today's my father's birthday... Um... Sadly, today is not Sat. nor Sun. Can't go out to celebrate. Well, hope he'll enjoy his table tennis games with the 'senior' pals. Wish you a great "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"!

Secondly, good to announce that Dr. Teh 郑有泉, my uncle had made his mind to come back to Malaysia. Probably he's starting a business soon. So Chi En, better take care of yourself and your sis.! Your parents are goona be busy as mine in the future(?).

We're really ridicilous!. That's Eunice, Lei Wei and I. Really, don't know what's the point of staying back for tutorial... Therefore, Ah Wei brought cereal as snack, and ate them during tutorial... James was 'furious' cause we didn't invite him to join... There goes for Aziz...

没有大舅的日子：第54天

A real stalker...

That's me if you asked. Yeah, I did something mad last Saturday. Typed the keyword ‘郑其恩’on the Google search bar and found the Hin Hua High School monthly news of October 2008. 郑其恩, that happens to be my cousin, actually won some sort of Maths competition(of group's category). Wah! I can really say I'm proud of him because his Maths-Physics (anything related to equations!) is extremly good...

Sorry. Can't show his pic because it was an Adobe Reader file...
Visit his school's website http://www.hinhua.edu.my/ to look for related pictures of the article entitled ‘隆雪华；数学比赛’,under the lower secondary category. He's the one standing left to that male teacher...

“加油罗，郑其恩！！！”

“希望你能再创高峰！”

没有大舅的日子：第45天

“名门”


最近（不算是，其实已写了很久）在协议片‘浪漫’的类似灰姑娘的故事。想在此分享。这是关于一位天真的小女孩在某间学校遇见她生命中的白马王子。后来两人交往了一段日子才决定结婚，还拥有一位小公主呢！太单调了？！故事不止关注小女孩及白马王子，还有说关于他们生活面对的种种困难。我还没正式帮着故事取名字，而只放了“名门”作为暂名。。。


好了！还没介绍我的角色。。。

1. 王沛筠；从平凡周到不平凡。在某间学校认识了柳振麟，Shawn。然后两人交往。振麟代沛筠进入名门过的生活，让沛筠看见许多的丑陋事实。但沛筠面对这些人生欲望时，依然抱着一颗赤子之心。


2. 刘振麟，Shawn；柳家的次子。对沛筠深深爱着及保护。性格浪漫，有趣。跟沛筠有个共同点，那是爱玩！


3. 刘润淇；振麟，振龙，嫣珊的公公，键霆的父亲，柳氏集团的创办人。当沛筠为女儿看待，觉得沛筠不是那些拜金及贪名利的女孩。
   
4. 柳键霆，Martin；珊，龙，麟的父亲。润淇和莉杏的儿子。柳氏集团的总裁。也对沛筠唯亲女儿，觉得她毫无心计。在沛筠鼓励之下，决心追求赖仪欣，Brenda。键霆记仪欣后结婚。
5. 柳振龙，Marco：珊的弟弟，麟的哥哥。柳氏酒店业的总裁。因喜欢沛筠而导致与李婷婷分手。一直不敢对沛筠表白。

介绍到此。。。

其实还没真正想每一个角色的性格。。。

没有大舅的日子：第43天

School's Trip....

Wow, it'd been my dream to visit the Parliment (Malysia) since... I saw the telecast of debates (a better word, feud!). Although it was quiet a dissappointment to know that the House of Representatives had ended, the House of Senate was no let-down too... Here's what happened, Dep. Minister ofArts, Culture, Heritage and National Unity (Teng Boon Seng) when asked about the untrue facts in the History textbooks, he suddenly suggested that we should learn History 'gostan'! Bet most of you don't understand what's 'gostan', it means 'going backwards'. I think he's trying to say in Chinese (学历史，应该从现至往，那学生们就不会觉得闷!) as his Malay is that that fluent... The 'Speaker' was a little fed up with him as he's quite long winded... While, Dep. Minister of Home Affairs and Internal Security Datuk Chor Chee Heung's Malay was extremly good (Bet he scored in BM when he took SPM)!!! However, it was a dissapointment when we know that the Gov. had spent Rm 30/day for the illegal immigrants at the lock-up centres... How sad.
Still, it's a learning experience...

Next up we went for lunch at Changkat Thambi Dollah... It's a Chinese restaurant but the food's bad! Lost my appetite when they served the food to me... Jee Keng, Mok Su Rong, Guat Yee and Wee Hong post for a cheer, while the Chef is preparing a bowl of porridge...

After lunch, we head down to 'Galeri Seri Perdana', former PM, Tun Dr. Mahathir's home... Wow! Extremely huge! It's a good feng shui spot by the way...

Lastly, the trip ended at the National Planetarium. We were so unlucky that this moment they were renovating half of the Planetarium... Nothing's really special...

没有大舅的日子：第41天（第2篇）

食上玩家。。。

昨晚（差不多每一晚），我都收看TVBS的“食上玩家”。昨晚，莎莎待大家到桃园的中坜夜市。

很‘邪’的！桃园，是我到台湾住的地方，以及中坜夜市我也有逛过。就是错过了莎莎介绍的‘葱油饼’及‘古早粗米粉’。哇！超遗憾啦！！！我上回到中坜夜市逛，也没有那么的热闹！依照沙沙的服装来判断，拍摄“食上玩家”的时间，可能是在夏天。

我很好奇地，为什么冬天没有那么多得美食？！

莎莎，阿翔及浩子（TVBS-G的红牌主持）

没有大舅的日子：第41天

Happy April's Fool...!

What a day! I thought that as I grow up, there''ll not be any April's Fool pranks anymore. However, it was still 'childhood' that came on this day...
Aziz (Taiwan guy) was late today. Don't know if he got a warning letter or not. When he reached his desk, Raymurn (Indian 'taiko') was sitting on his place, chatting with the guys. When Aziz reached his desk, politely, he asked Raymurn to move back to his seat. Then, Raymurn stand up and point at him (yeah like the Indian 'taiko' style) and said, "I trusted you, Aziz! How could you do that to me?!". Aziz obviously was puzzled, then Raymurn tried to get on his nerve. "What is this?! You're sitting on my place and you yelled at me to go away...!". This moment, James (nutcase) and Raymurn shouted out, "APRIL'S FOOL". That instance, Aziz only remembered today's the 1st of April.

I had a prank too. Played it on Sow Lei Wei! I told her that I left my P.A. book at home. So this 'kind' girl offered me a piece of graph paper. Later, I flashed out my P.A. book!!! And she was feeling a bit dumb cause she falled for April's Fool trick....

没有大舅的日子：第37天

No 'Laughing' ending...

“学警狙击”终于结局了！！！ 但最失望的就是不能看见Laughing（谢天华饰）真正的重返警局，跟阿文和柏翘做同事。有点可惜罗！！！开心的是，“学警”系列将开拍第4集，到时候，Laughing将有份演出。不知道他会否是阿文或柏翘的上司吗？好像看有哪些新演员将参与演出。江若琳会回来吗？还是阿文又交‘新欢’？

Laughing终于可以正式当警察，跟其他同司们会如何相处呢？阿文又会否跟随他一起破更难的案？！胡卓仁（林家华饰），胡Sir，已出现两次了（学警出更和学警狙击），但很少烟道她的背景。。。

没有大舅的日子：第33天

Cars...

I'd got my license, but I can't (still) drive yet... Why?! Cause the hot, bright weather!!! I can't drive under the sun, if not I'll get allergy(again...). Really like to buy a car, however that's just 'rich' talk, 'poor' pocket. Yeah... I actually want Lexus IS250, you know?! Why? Because I saw many, or a better word, plenty of Lexus when I went to Taiwan! All shiny black and it's cool!!!

But Lexus is just too costly in Malaysia. (The same price as my house!)

Lastly, I think that left-hand drivers' cars are more challenging than right-hands... (Crazy speeding!!!)

没有大舅的日子：第32天（第2篇）

林宇中

Last week, I (finally?) saw him last weekend at Mid Valley Shopping Centre. He was there for the promo for Biotherm.
When I first step on the centre stage, I saw there's a (not that huge) crowd. And that time, my mother thought that person signing autograph on stage was Hins Cheung. Wait a sec, Hins' not any cosmestic products' ambassador... Oh, then it was the song ‘改嫁’playing. When I heard it, I knew it was him, Rynn Lim...

Well, he looks quite pale in person. I mean the white type of pale. He's quite tall, actually. Thought he was around 1.7m initially.

没有大舅的日子：第32天

领遗产。。。
我和表弟妹将会领遗产。
常常在电视前看见有关领遗产的情节，但还是不懂它的程序。

领遗产第一的事；查看你将领多少钱。我的案例呢，可能我和表弟妹三人，可领4000-8000。数目虽然不大又不小，但可能可用在意外支出（希望不会有任何意外！）。简单来说，不要乱花钱。可是。。。我很想要去澳洲和日本！！！

没有大舅的日子：第28天

大舅离开了快要1个月了。。。

今天，我仨人将带外公，外婆去外吃。去他们很喜欢的一间餐厅，位于Sunway Mentari的火锅餐厅。这间餐厅值得推荐给所有人。不仅是便宜，还‘食的饱’！比起其他4家火锅店，它确实环境跟食物都赢他们。我最爱得买电是他们有提供BBQ！！！说到此，我肚子正在打鼓！

回到外婆这，看起来，她已接受事实了！替她开心！跟你说一件事，她前几天梦见大舅（呱？！）和他生前的一辆摩多，车牌“9942”。她即使指点给我四姨婆，托她帮我外婆买。

看起来，很‘灵’得号码。。。

没有大舅的日子：第28天

Wah, over the weeks, in the showbiz sec., you can see news on Jill Vidal a.k.a卫诗 and Kelvin Kwan were arrested in Japan, for possessing marijuana. Till today, they are under custody of the Japanese officers. Rumors, speculated for days about their urine tests. Some reported that both of them not only took marijuana, but 'other substances' too. While other reported it's a negative against drugs. Well, we can only find out when these two return to Hong Kong and answer the press about the whole plot....

没有大舅的日子：第21天

最近的天空常常下很大的雨，还是不定时的那一个。

因此，昨晚我一家3口就叫了外卖pizza。一直以来我们都叫variety box，这配套可任君选。

我昨晚实在太懒了，没有指点妈妈交纳一款pizza。她便笨笨的叫那几样我吃到腻的口味，还夹一个lasagnia。早期，我不太愿意吞下。但，肚子真得很痛，我怕我又吃搞肚子痛。

所以，下一次妈妈再叫pizza时候，我好应在她旁边指点！！！

（左）Hawaian Chicken, (右）Hawaian Tuna

没有大舅的日子：第14天（第2篇）

What I have to add was: just secs ago, I just remember that my dad promise me a trip to Australia!!!
Ha, I don't really buy his words, but just take, no offence to me!
Wanna know something? Last month, my aunt jokingly said that the trip to Australia this year would be cancel. As I'm a bad narrator, it's better for me to just write out the conversation between us；

Aunt: Hai, see what happened in Taiwan when we're there?! All became desperate job-seekers. Even a low-class job like holding an ad-board had everyone fighting for it. Don't go Australia la this year! Bankrupt!!!

Teh (cousin): Hah?! I'd told all my friends! What I'm going to tell them? They'd asked me to go look for them when I'm in Australia....

Ming-na: What you told your classmate? I told mine, too. But it's nothing for them. Wah! You're in big trouble, you know?!

Teh Sr.: Huh??? Go la, see if I can apply for a holiday from my boss....

Teh (younger daughter): Ha, ha, ha!!!


Some of you could not understand the story. Then I'd better tell what's is really happening

My cousins told his friends, means that all of them are 'definately' going to Australia this year, or plan B; to Europe. In simple; they are super-rich! They can go to somewhere in Europe for the winter and later to Down Under for the summer! What kind of children are they?

I'd told my friends too. There's no reaction from them telling me "Which part of Australia you'll be? Maybe I'll come to look for you". In simple and offensive English; they don't get a chance to go aboard.

A BIIIIGGG difference between my friends and my cousin's:

a) Cou's: there's a classmate of his, a chaffeure drives them to school , mine; bus, drive to school, or parents

b)Cou's: one of his 'admirers' mum drives a Volkswagen, mine: the most expensive one is probably a Honda

PS: There's actually more but.... can't really recall it

没有大舅的日子：第14天

Basically, my cousin came to my uncle's house (again) to settle the policies that my late uncle bought. Well, he just came over to returned my Grandma's i.c.
About getting the policies' money, I don't have a clear mind when Grandma&pa will be receiving it...


Recently, I've been watching this HK series, Emergency Unit (EU) or 学警狙击.
What I really like about it was that I can finally see Ron 吴卓羲 in action. It has been quite some time that I didn't see him on screen. And same goes to Samuel 陈键锋!
Besides the 2 leads, there's Elaine Kong, a fresh-faced on small screen and Cathy Chow, an ex-TVB actress...

没有大舅的日子：第14天

Just updated about my cousin handling the policies of my late uncle.

Just took Grandma's i.c. to do some verification and returned to her yesterday night.

About the money, I don't really have a clear mind when they're getting it...



Recently, I've been watching this HK series, Emergency Unit (EU) or 学警狙击. What I like about it was that Ron 吴卓羲 has finally reappear on screen. It's been quite a time that I didn't see him. And that goes for 陈键锋 too!

Other than the 2 leads, there's also Elaine Kong, a first-timer on small screen and Cathy Chow, a ex-TVB actress...

没有大舅的日子：第11天

昨晚，我的表哥，连同我，妈妈到二舅的家办理大舅生前买下的保险。
原来，大舅有一份快满了的保险。他20多年前就买下这份保险。只差了两期而已！！！
至于公积金呢，accounts 1&2，各自拥有约4万！
还有，政府快要公布去年的dividend rate。那就只有等他们公布后才，claim all the savings！！！
明晚，表哥又会在到二舅家，he's probably returning all the funds that has been made and some signings of documents will be taking place。有了这笔钱后，外公外婆就无需为生活担忧了！

p.s.: 二舅为了不要让自己妈妈爸爸胡思乱想，特意从舅妈的诊所，带‘樱樱’来陪他们！

没有大舅的日子-第7天

人离开的第7天，可称为“尾七”。
上星期的这一天，二舅突然致电。带来一个惊大及悲伤的讯息。二舅告诉说，他就刚刚离开我们啦！妈妈听见后，当然得被吓呆了，我也吞不下这个事实。过了大概1分钟后，妈妈便指点给阿姨，再说这惊大的讯息时，忍不住眼泪。我也一同的哭了。终于把这是施消化起来了。大舅真的离开大家了！我过后才把全部的眼泪流出来。妈妈说我傻。长得那么大还哭些什么呢？

我不是傻。我如今才懂当人将与死神接触时，总有些不舍的感觉。为什么？别问我，只能地说；人是有感觉的动物。我现在才了解，当遇见生离死别是会1。流泪，2。难过，3。甚至沮丧。

最难接受事实莫过于我外婆。回想办丧礼时候，似乎每隔几小时，外婆都会哭起来。她是最疼爱大舅的。看见这些情节，我也不敢面对外婆。唯有等她心情平息下才说吧。。。