Thursday, March 21, 2013

没有妈妈的日子:第94天

Being (real) angry...

Apologies for the absence in this blog. Life is hectic for me.


I must confess, I am angry as I type this out! This is unusual!
I could say I'm a mild tempered person. The longest time I could get angry towards someone was between three minutes to one hour. And I tend to forget about my fury afterwards.

It is uncommon and rare for me to get angry at someone for more than 24 hours. The last time I remembered I was angry for more than 24 hours was a couple of years back.

This time around, I don't even know why I am angry at! Out of a random second, I felt I was provoked...
When I am aware I am still angry after an hour, and even after I woke up, I came to a conclusion that I am REAL ANGRY at the person. Yes! I am currently in this equivocal state, trying hard to reduce the discomfort of being infuriated.



Thus, I have decided to come clean to this resolution to my anger: giving up COMPLETELY on the person.

Correct. No point lingering and dragging myself in this equivocal situation.
Forget and leave for good.

Will I find a better prospect in the future?
Unsure.

One point I understand from my 'exceeding 24 hours anger' was, I would surely leave as I would not want to have another time getting upset.


Writer's note: Giving up is always the last resort I have to make. In common situations I would not think of giving up on those who are close to me and I care much.
This could be the only exception...