I don't know where to start. It is once again some feelings that troubled me.
That was an act of avoidance. Avoidance due to anger.
But when comforted because of my anger-avoidance act by the person, I was completely given up. And (almost) started to feel despair and cry.
I don't have an idea why I'm that soft-hearted and emotional to the person.
If this is some other human beings, I would start scolding like some street bully and telling them to stay away from me life.
Unlike this one, where I 'surrendered' all my emotions....
Here is a bit of thought today,
Summarized everything I want to say.
Yes, the importance of that particular person.
Writer's note: The Only One I thought I had given up many times... In fact, I do not.
