没有大舅的日子：第1112天

‘天与地’的金句。。。

我对这部电视剧特别有感觉，因为它反映出现代社会许多的问题。我觉得句句见血。
哪一个我特别喜欢？
第一，当然是Dr. Dylan的那一句“。。。The city is dying, you know?”。能成为经典了。。。
第二，刘俊雄（林保怡）对政治的想法，“政治世界就是一个肮脏的世界。。。” 和城市人对虚假的现象，“向记者说一些动听的话，在名人专访真情流露，大家都只是接受一些伪善的人。。。”
第三，叶梓恩，Yan（佘诗曼）在集会说的‘和谐论’，“和谐不是一百个人说同一番话，和谐是一百个人有一百句不同的一番话之余，而互相尊重。。。”
第四（不在片里），宋以朗（陈豪）对郑振轩（黄德斌）说Yan不会出卖他们因为她‘没有选择！’。好像在比喻着人很多时候都面对很多时间感到身不由己的说法。


起初，故事难以了结。慢慢看下去后就会渐渐的懂。。。

没有大舅的日子：第1109天

精神崩裂。。。

确实。
精神崩裂状况为：头痛，胡言乱语，善忘，失眠，对每件事感到恐惧，紧张。

学期快要结束了。目前的情况是赶功课。不止功课，还有那些课外活动。每一次都到学期快结束时候，才开始办活动。只因为这样，很多人（包括我）都面对精神崩裂。

给精神崩裂简单的理由：不够时间。
的确浪费了很多能善用的宝贵时间。这是因为不懂得好好处理时间。

精神崩裂期会挨过得的。
事情终会雨过天晴。

没有大舅的日子：第1096天

Be Yourself...

That's it. Be what do you are. Not what other person wanted you to be.

Everyone is unique in some sense. This uniqueness made us to outshine another person. This uniqueness separates us from other person. This uniqueness made us special.
However, we tend to lost our uniqueness when we wanted to please another person so badly. Just because you wanted to join it the crowd, that doesn't mean you must be like those people in the crowd.
I never thought of pleasing someone ever. Not even once.
I had this 'attitude problem' (should I phrase it this way...?). Some people used to said I'm a 'cold' person. I won't deny this fact. I am 'cold' sometimes. Not in the emotional phrase or whatsoever. Just plain 'cold'.
I'm not a good person either. I did bad things in my life. That's also another part of me. Namely 'Mr. Hyde'.
I can be a calm and subjective person. OK. I trained myself to be like that. Reasons for that, I don't want to be  the person that view an issue from only their own perspective. That's just too self-centred.
I can be a crazy person. I did ridiculous things in my life. I laughed like a madman sometimes. I did stupid pranks. I (always) made lame jokes. In some case I considered myself to be pathetic.

The above facts were my characteristics, that made up what I am now, this moment!
I would never want to change any of the above! What am I if I changed my character? A better person? I don't think so.

A lecturer told me few weeks ago this thing. "Kit Yen, we cannot please everyone...". She was absolutely right!  Whatever we had done, we will face criticism from our actions. There will always be some parties that oppose our actions. If we try to pleased them, then another party rises to oppose you. The cycle continues...

To end this, what is important is to be yourself, live your live, think the way you think. Don't let any person to gain control of your life...

没有大舅的日子：第1095天

Going back to Kedah...

Here's what happening in my life now.
I'll be going back to Kedah, which was my father's hometown for 'Ching Ming'. It has been about 13 years since I last step foot on the land of paddy rice.
How Kedah look like today? About the same? Changed a lot? I'll see.
By the way, I think there's too much 'publicity' on the state EXCOs these few weeks.

The Kedah trip won't come any soon until the weekend of the last week of March.

What's going on in my life by the way? One word to describe: busy.
I took up the job as a student helper in Career and Counseling office, working on Tuesdays and Thursdays. And on Wednesdays, which is my full day, I had to be there to help out before the talks (On every Wednesday, the office will have talks for students. Wednesday happened to be the co-curricular day in uni).
Office works are easy,  but can be tiring and boring because it's routine based.

That's it. The story will be updated soon too! 

p/s: I made a shocking discovery few days ago. 'Petrified' by it.