Tuesday, June 18, 2013

没有妈妈的日子:第183天

Importance...

I don't know where to start. It is once again some feelings that troubled me.


It started as anger. An anger because of feeling desolated by an important one.
That was an act of avoidance. Avoidance due to anger.


But when comforted because of my anger-avoidance act by the person, I was completely given up. And (almost) started to feel despair and cry.

I don't have an idea why I'm that soft-hearted and emotional to the person.
If this is some other human beings, I would start scolding like some street bully and telling them to stay away from me life.
Unlike this one, where I 'surrendered' all my emotions....


Here is a bit of thought today,



Summarized everything I want to say.
Yes, the importance of that particular person.

Writer's note: The Only One I thought I had given up many times... In fact, I do not.

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