Tuesday, June 21, 2011

没有大舅的日子:第833天

活着,为了。。。?


揉着睡眼的山丘伴晨光崭露
丛林下有野鹭轻踏泥沼赤足起舞
和谐平静清早景象 
谁人曾又坐下来一睹
围着雾的冰水任瓶边结露
凝聚渐厚过后交汇成川渗於台布
神奇而极普通的景象 
谁人曾又会静来一睹
人们忙为了干活如踏高速公路
前行无办法暂停一步
长埋头在干最后忘掉了好好的活
寻觅快乐 但得到 全是杂物或皂泡

*步伐极度急速心窝烫似赤道
视觉感官给消耗 接近麻木大肆暴殄美好
月亮睡在窗边 不知道
淡白薄薄窗纱 倚风舞摆 不知道
已到达极迷糊程度

繁忙地铁内速递老翁上路
人丛内有学童相让坐位细心周到
邻人扶助温馨的景象 
谁人曾又会定神一睹
步伐极度急速心窝烫似赤道
视觉感官给消耗 竞技场内大肆暴殄美好
绝妙事在身边 不知道
越踏步越糟糕 执起刺刀 相煎熬
已到达极沦亡程度

云雾上那野鹭俯瞰人间国度
茫然地叫好比哀悼童心再找不到
缓缓沉落山边沼泽
停丛林内暗泪流一道
 
 
或许你们听过这首歌。。。
仔细聆听它的意思。
做人,每天似乎匆匆忙忙。加快脚步到达目标,目的地。最终,我们再赶,再冲,再快,到底为了什么?

有一点必须明白。时钟24小时,365天不会听。地球不断的在转。虽然如此,人不是机械或者时钟,不懂得停下来。
明白这一点,凡是冲,赶,快,最后得到的是空。重要的是能停下,放慢是重点。观看四周围的事物,你会发现四周围的花卉
和绿草。你不会落后,反而得到更多。。。

放慢,停止,静观。

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

没有大舅的日子:第819天

再见不是朋友。。。(No Longer Friends)

我想反映出情侣分手后的情节。
分手后,不能当朋友吗?当初不是以朋友发展的吗?如今,为什么远或近距离看到对方,连微笑也不愿?交往时,到底发生什么事,导致你们见到假装对方透明?

我目睹过再‘见是陌生人’的前情侣,也目睹过‘再见是朋友’的前情侣。可能每个人不一样,有人能放得开,有人则永远背过去缠绕。如果真的很爱对方,为什么会分手?不要说是性格不合之类的理由。真正爱一个人,是爱他/她的所有,不管是优缺点。情侣分手也证明了一点,你们爱的不够深,缺少沟通。。。

分开是很艰难的事,分开后的日子难熬。


“最熟悉的陌生人”反映了分手的状况。

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

没有大舅的日子:第812天

Irreplaceable...

There's some things you can't replace.
I bought a camera few months back. The reason for buying a camera was I need a good quality picture and video. As today was all about High-Definition (HD), I opted for a camera that supports 720p video recording.
I'd been using my phone as camera all the while. Until I realized the display of picture on my computer, which was very blur. That was the moment I realized that the phone camera does not produce good quality pictures and videos, also it was quite out-of-date, as I'd been using the phone for the past 6 years... Yes. 6 years. You did not heard wrongly.
That was until 3 days ago I changed to a new phone, Nokia C7... Let me guess, will I be using it for another 6 years...?

The camera on phone that I bought has 8 mega-pixels and supports HD video. However, I do not use it. Not really...

There's actually this thought of mine. I felt that phones can't replace cameras. Although they may have the most qualities that a camera has, thus posted a 'competition' (is it the right word?) between the 2 products, in personal opinion, I still think that camera exists (analog or digital) due to reasons that we, users, couldn't want to let go this product that has existed long ago. We still need camera for specific purposes. They can't be replaced by phones altogether. No. You won't think of a professional photographer uses a camera phone to take pictures, right? Let's not forget, the main function of the phone is make call and send messages. They are, until today.
There's more I need to stress out. Internet can't replaced televisions, newspapers, magazines and books (traditional media). We look for pieces of information all over the Net. In the end of the day, we still go back to the traditional medias to get the information.

Other than that, conventional phones cannot be replaced by mobile phones. I don't get some people. They don't use telephones in their homes. You need it. What if out of sudden you're mobile phone ran out of battery or just 'dead'? You must also know, not all places have network coverages. Also, lower the risk of cancer because there's no reception. Conventional telephones are to stay, no matter what.

I watched videos from YouTube just for fun. Not for the sake of watching it as I need it to be.
I can say I'm a 'traditional' person who still read newspaper daily, books, and magazines, watch television (been my habits since young) and listens to radio.

Whether you want to take pictures, watch movies or series, make calls, use the 'traditional gadgets' to do so.

p/s: Writing this blog as a reminder, remembering those 'traditional gadgets' that have been around us for a long time. Show respects to them...!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

没有大舅的日子:第803天

Semester 3...

Basically this is a short semester. I always like short semesters. Less subjects, assignments are done faster, more and time with lecturers.
This semester, I could say I'm more free that the other short semester I had when I entered university. Why? I took only 2 subjects. Less work and more concentration. Best of all, I don't have class on Mondays! Isn't this sounds good?! The previous semester, I had classes 8 hours, non-stop from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. It was a real torture for me. From there I'd learned my lesson. Never take more than 15 credit hours for long semesters and 6 credit hours for short. In simple, 5 subjects maximum (long semester) and 2 subjects maximum (short semester).

I don't have class on Mondays. No more blues. No more alarm clock to wake me up. No more rush. Can stay up late...

p/s: I have longer sleeping hours, which is good, I think...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

没有大舅的日子:第799天

Food to thought...

I was reading newspaper in the morning and saw this weekly (sometimes fortnightly) article my doctor wrote. The title attracted me because it is related to: 'allergy'.

Those who knew me well, might know that I'm allergy to almost every food. From seafood to eggs and dairy products and certain nuts.
I'd history with food allergy. I don't know what and which type of food I'm allergic to until I tasted it. I had serious allergy problem 6 to 7 years back, as my face was full of red rashes. Took me almost 3 months to recover. Ever since that, I dare not to eat seafood, except fish anymore. No! Not even sambal belacan, otak-otak and keropok lekor. That's where I lost weight, because I was ill and restricted from eating all the food above.

Honestly, I'm not really a big fan of milk. I hate the taste being 'rubbery' and smelled funny. Well, everyone said that milk is good, this and that. So I listened and took it. I'd never enjoyed it. I showed reactions (not that serious) such as itchy and had rashes. OK, I'm officially allergy to dairy products now.
Being who I am is not easy. You have to let go many food that you indulged in. Girls, we all love creamy desserts, cakes and ice-creams (I loved once...). Sadly, I have to let go... a little by little. Nowadays, I only eat and drinks food and beverages containing soy milk. (At this very moment, I having a cup of banana flavored soy milk. Taste better than milk!)


I would like to know what kind of food you could not eat. Did you stop or continue eating those food you can't eat? Why?

Last words, food let to think, whether you should eat or not.
That's same with life. It's always your decision to take a step forward or remain in the same place.