没有妈妈的日子：第549天

WHAT is love...?


First and foremost, DEEPEST apologies for the absence. Life has been treating me 'too well', and I'm always here and there chasing headlines.



It's an off day for me, and I took this free time to reflect on something.

Love

And what does love meant to me.

The me one year ago, thinking the pathway to soul-searching had opened up for me.
Unfortunately, reality proved me wrong. And I was hit badly by the darkest and ugliest of human's nature.
I do not want love again. I detest the opposite gender, until the point I had given up on a particular group (read: race) because of their sheer ignorance and patriarch mindset.
That was the end.


Love,
Gave me hope in terms of despair and at the same time, opened me up to the dark side of human.





What I am now?
I enjoy the my life at the fullest. Despite the up and downs in life-work-happenings, I do life up to what I want.
I don't emphasise on searching on another person. No. Reality strikes when you put hope and trust to the one you think is right for you.
I take one step at a time. Echoes The Beatles' 'Let It Be...' I don't pressure nor force myself into someone. I will just enjoy their company (which actually what I am doing now).

I can easily strike up conversations with strangers.
The post question after conversations, would we ever get together again the same way as we did?
Probable answers; yes, no, maybe, and how faith takes us.



Writers' note: I always have pleasant times when I get along with the someone I recently met in real life. Conversations would never end.

Writer's note 2: Love exists. No matter how much you gave up on humanity. Keep the faith in love!

没有大舅的日子：第835天

It's Sooner or Later...

Last night, I shared my crush experiences on Weibo.
Could not believe when someone commented on my post.
One of them was Sow Lei Wei. She seems curious to know who is that person was. In fact she guessed it partly correct. He was one of our friends.
Sooner or later she can guessed who is he. In the meantime, I'll keep writing on the story and laughing out on every details I can remember. It's going to be funny!!!

On the story update: I had stopped at the point where 'I' met 'him' at a corner. Chaos will arise in the next few encounters...

没有大舅的日子：第834天

A Story Based On My Experience...

As I'm writing this piece of blog, I'm laughing at the same time. Laughing at the fact that my funny secondary school experience.
I'd never once told, or admit about this to anyone. This was my story, real life, that happened during Form 1 time, where I first entered secondary school and everything seems new. (That period)

Better preview the story. It's about someone I used to like (any other better word?) but pretended I hated him. Yes, some kind of love-hate story, from a young girl's view. So, I'll be writing it as the 13 year old of me.  Funny and silly.


I had written stories before, short and long. However, this seems to be my first time writing about my past. So, kind of happy and nervous.

p/s: Who want to know what happened that period?

没有大舅的日子：第833天（第二篇）

怀念：无所事事。。。（Remembering Those Days of Life in a Slow Pace）

曾经一段日子我过得非常，超级无聊。。。很想离开这一种生活。。。
如愿以偿了。升大学的时间确实给了我这个机会。

但是，现在，这时刻，我又想回到那段日子里。。。无所事事。看足球，看戏，吃饭还有教补习。就在那段日子我真地，真正享受悠闲生活。。。！

上一片文章提及到生活节奏。我对于慢或快都能接受。但。。。我不能长期活在快节奏或慢节奏的情况下。有一句粤语说，“吊颈都要透气”。真符合我的状况。。。不能慢也不能快。。。

当你有空时，你真的很有空。。。可能到达一个无聊的程度，把你逼疯。

当你很忙时，你真的忙到喘不过气。。。也会把你逼疯。

没有大舅的日子：第833天

活着，为了。。。？

揉着睡眼的山丘伴晨光崭露
丛林下有野鹭轻踏泥沼赤足起舞
和谐平静清早景象 
谁人曾又坐下来一睹
围着雾的冰水任瓶边结露
凝聚渐厚过后交汇成川渗於台布
神奇而极普通的景象 
谁人曾又会静来一睹
人们忙为了干活如踏高速公路
前行无办法暂停一步
长埋头在干最后忘掉了好好的活
寻觅快乐 但得到 全是杂物或皂泡

*步伐极度急速心窝烫似赤道
视觉感官给消耗 接近麻木大肆暴殄美好
月亮睡在窗边 不知道
淡白薄薄窗纱 倚风舞摆 不知道
已到达极迷糊程度

繁忙地铁内速递老翁上路
人丛内有学童相让坐位细心周到
邻人扶助温馨的景象 
谁人曾又会定神一睹
步伐极度急速心窝烫似赤道
视觉感官给消耗 竞技场内大肆暴殄美好
绝妙事在身边 不知道
越踏步越糟糕 执起刺刀 相煎熬
已到达极沦亡程度

云雾上那野鹭俯瞰人间国度
茫然地叫好比哀悼童心再找不到
缓缓沉落山边沼泽
停丛林内暗泪流一道

或许你们听过这首歌。。。

仔细聆听它的意思。

做人，每天似乎匆匆忙忙。加快脚步到达目标，目的地。最终，我们再赶，再冲，再快，到底为了什么？

有一点必须明白。时钟24小时，365天不会听。地球不断的在转。虽然如此，人不是机械或者时钟，不懂得停下来。

明白这一点，凡是冲，赶，快，最后得到的是空。重要的是能停下，放慢是重点。观看四周围的事物，你会发现四周围的花卉

和绿草。你不会落后，反而得到更多。。。

放慢，停止，静观。

没有大舅的日子：第787天

Sometimes You Have To Wait for Faith to Come...

I'm back after 3 days of exam...

This time I'm going to tell about: life.
Life as we might know will never stay the same at point zero. Yesterday, I managed to got in touch with this former classmate of mine. Well, I found out that she has been married and have two children of her own! Amazing! To be frank, I'm a bit envy of her. She found the important person in her life and has 2 adorable angels. I wish this day of me getting married will arrive.

Love as I really understand now, you really need to wait for faith to come and knock calling. Some people encounter love soon, some others, later. I'm not sure when's my turn really. Sooner or later? Leave it faith. As I saw in my friend, she has grew up since the last time I saw her. She is much more woman now. I salute her being a mother and wife who cared and love her family and children. I'm happy for what she is now... Being a mother and wife really make your life rich. Women, never being tired as their duty as mother, wife, career women.

Well, there's another one. She's currently a model for motor shows. Whao! She looked very different since I saw her. Hot and pretty! And don't forget the Caucasian looks she has. By the way, I went to Kuala Lumpur Motor Show last December. How come I didn't see her there? It is she being too beautiful to be recognize?

Things changes a lot since I left SMK USJ 8. We all have separate lives on our own.