没有妈妈的日子：第二天

A Life Without Her...

I am writing this post with grieve.
My mother left us as in 5.47am yesterday, 18th December 2012. My father and grandmother was at her side until her last breathe. I came with my uncle and aunt from home to the hospital but it was too late. She had left us, forever...

I'd accepted the reality that she had left. Life has to go on no matter what.

Tears flowed non-stop for the past three days since she was admitted.

I believed that she wouldn't want to see me in sorrow after she left.
I'll always be her cheerful daughter and friend as she know I would be.
I'm independent and strong as she know I would be.
Nothing can pull me down as she know I would be.


Writer's note: I appreciate every valuable moments I had with her. I didn't have any regrets of not spending enough time with her. I'm always a person who stays and sticks at home a lot and I'm with her most of the time.
Thank you for raising me to what I am today. You're the one I love and will treasure forever.

Writer's note 2: I'm typing this as bittersweet flows from my eyes.

没有大舅的日子-第7天

人离开的第7天，可称为“尾七”。
上星期的这一天，二舅突然致电。带来一个惊大及悲伤的讯息。二舅告诉说，他就刚刚离开我们啦！妈妈听见后，当然得被吓呆了，我也吞不下这个事实。过了大概1分钟后，妈妈便指点给阿姨，再说这惊大的讯息时，忍不住眼泪。我也一同的哭了。终于把这是施消化起来了。大舅真的离开大家了！我过后才把全部的眼泪流出来。妈妈说我傻。长得那么大还哭些什么呢？

我不是傻。我如今才懂当人将与死神接触时，总有些不舍的感觉。为什么？别问我，只能地说；人是有感觉的动物。我现在才了解，当遇见生离死别是会1。流泪，2。难过，3。甚至沮丧。

最难接受事实莫过于我外婆。回想办丧礼时候，似乎每隔几小时，外婆都会哭起来。她是最疼爱大舅的。看见这些情节，我也不敢面对外婆。唯有等她心情平息下才说吧。。。